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So hello all and welcome to 2010.
I started the New Year with some old and new friends that was uncomplicated and very pleasant. Usually New Years Eve means a big party at my home but as i am currently living away from home this year i was a free agent and also had a babysitter, my lovely mum who wasn't feeling like celebrating. So i braced myself and accepted an invite to a house just a stones throw away, i wasn't sure what to expect but it was fun and i am glad i went.
New Years Day dawned and it was a freezing cold but bright sunny day, we went to the beach at Camber and along with a vast number of others took the first stroll of the year. the dogs and kids loved it, i struggled a little as i am flaring a bit and my feet and knee are always bad during a flare. There was snow on the beach and the sun shone - beautiful.
Having mentioned the flare, until writing that i was in denial, thats why i love writing blogs, it makes you face stuff that otherwise you try to hide from.Why am i flaring? probably because of the high stress levels in my life at the moment. communication is so problematic when you are separated, it wasn't great when we were together but at the moment the most simple conversations dissolve into misunderstandings and i wish others would keep out of it! especially mother in laws. So today i have rested and slept for most of the day, hope it will help to sooth things down.
Of course it could also be because the Methotrexate has left my system and Humira isn't working so well on its own :( we will see, time will tell.
I am lucky, my mum and my friends are so kind and helpful, my children are great too, if not exhausting.
So having looked back at the blog i wrote a year ago, health wise i am better but still a bit to go before i would say i was wonderfully strong and healthy, but progress is being made and it is a good feeling to see improvement. i know i am lucky to have found Humira and that it is working for me, albeit perhaps i am being too hopeful of it working without support. Watch this space.......
Take care people,
Love Helen x
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